I've recently sent off my latest Entangled manuscript, A
Sicilian Engagement, and I’m waiting to hear what my editor thinks of it (bites
lip in clichéd romance heroine-type way). Even though this book is
already contracted, the wait is still as nerve-wracking as submitting a
manuscript to a publisher cold, except worse in a way because I can’t just
shrug my shoulders and walk away. If it’s not up to scratch I will have to fix it, not just shove it in a
cyber-drawer and drink comfort wine until the nasty rejection becomes a memory.
That’s being a ‘contracted author’ for you, big girls’ stuff, no messing about!
I do thank my lucky stars each day that I have those
contracts and an editor keen to receive more proposals from me. I have plenty
of work which is fantastic in the current economic climate and not something
that I would ever take for granted, but I’m also a firm believer in the
restorative power of rest. Rest for the body and rest for the mind.
This past year has taught me that being self-employed and
working from home makes it very difficult to switch off. You can’t just clock
out and finish for the day like I used to be able to in an accounts office and
part of me doesn't want to because I love my new job so much. But the well does
need refilling from time to time and creativity dries up when you’re staring at
a computer screen or notebook most of your waking hours and do nothing else …
So, as we start a long bank holiday weekend here in the UK,
I’m giving myself permission to log off and live for a few days before getting
back to work next Tuesday. On the agenda is Iron Man 3 (yes, okay,it’s a
screen, but it’s a big one and Mr Downey is very restorative) and dinner for
two in a harbor restaurant while Nanny takes charge of the kids. The sun has finally come out of hiding so I
may even venture out into the garden – possibly with a book. And I still have this beautiful indulgence to
slather with beeswax and polish:
Did I mention all the laundry and cleaning that’s built up
while I've been writing like a maniac on a deadline? No, I didn't, did I? Good!
Do you set aside a time to unwind? What do you do to relax
and indulge?
There’s a bottle of champagne languishing in the boiler cupboard
now I come to think about it … so if any of you have some summery cocktail
recipes I’d love to have them. And perhaps some nibbles to go with them. Why not? It’s the weekend!
Have an amazing one. :0)
Great post, Rachel! I completely understand the nerves - they never go away. I always give myself a few days off after I send something in to my editor. Usually it is just what you described: a night our for dinner, a great movie or two, and of course, housework!! Enjoy your staycation :-)
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DeleteYou are so right. Working from home there is no time clock. It's really good to make sure to take time away. I don't work at all on weekends because of that.
ReplyDeleteI want to see Iron Man 3 too!
The cinema tickets are booked,Jennifer,nothing is going to stand between me and Mr Downey! I'm going to try not to work at weekends so often too if I can an not feel guilty about it! :0)
DeleteEnjoy your well-deserved time off, Rachel! I love a date night after I've met a deadline, although sometimes I'm too tired to do anything but sit on the couch with my husband and watch television or indulge in some serious reading. :-)
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